Monday, July 28, 2008

MOODSWING TRIGGERS

Holy shit. When will all this end? I'm so out of my mind right now. I need the favourite person/ i need GFs/ i need the happy pills (only God knows where they are missing right now >:[ ) I think I have some sort of depression because I would cry like suddenly when I'm all alone at home. That's so insane. School's driving me nuts, like seriously. On a brighter note, I'm all done with the fucking Air Ticket. Huge Huge thanks to Lyna for the help [: Everything's not ending yet, just as I wish it will. There's still freaking exams & stuff.I wanted so much to concentrate revising but everytime I try concentrating, there's bound to be distraction everywhere. Well, let's all pray I will pass and move on to Semester 2.


A thousand apologies to whoever is affected by this stupid moodswing of mine. God, I so hate myself for that. Please let Wednesday come fast. I can't wait to meet the favourite person, only he knows the medicine to cure this sickness of mine. But on the other hand, I'm so afraid that I might create trouble again >:\
And to you; (if you think it's you, then hell yes, i'm referring to you) I think it's best if you stop talking to me for the time being because for all you know, I might just give you a tight slap the moment you open your mouth. You won't want t know how bad moodswing can affect oneself, won't you?

Sunday, July 27, 2008

It's been one hell of a crazy week. Rush Rush Rush here & there especially for IAD Projects even though I almost completed it during the two weeks of June holiday. But phew, it's all done & submitted already. But wait(!) , everything is not over yet. There's still PMP, so much for me doing tt Air Ticket codes that whole night but it totally screwed up.Graphic Design is yet to be drawn. >:( This whole project shit sure is never-ending story, one after another came Grrrr how annoying.
The "photoshoot" didn't turn out as well as I expected because all were rushing for cheeseballzx HTML to meet the deadline the day after. Common Test/Semester Exam is arriving in like two to three weeks, how fast! I'm so not prepared, like obviously.I think I dislike going to school now>:/ Drats, I'm craving for lotsa foooooood nowwww. And I forcing myself to fast(puase) tomorrow [:
& to you you you; I'm glad you notice I was in bad mooood tt Friday. Letme tell you, you are partly one of the reason why. Shit.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

RUNAWAY

I have a possesions about having a own cottage at the highest peak of the mountain where green-grass are perpetual so I can plant my pretty red roses everywhere I want. I would wake up, breathing the freshest air and appreciate every glimpse of sunrise every morning. During the day, I'd lie down on the fields counting clouds, tying daisies into knots and throw them into the air and then I would be flying kites. During the night, I'd take a stroll along the grass enjoying the nonchalant breeze and tell all my secret to the stars. If I'm happy I'd dance and twirl along with the natural movement of air and get spun away, lost in a place where kids doesn't even know where their feets are moving and when I'm sad, I'd scream all my troubles out loud. Then I'd be literally out of the perplex world and have a simple life of my own. The simple life that many yearns for. If only, I have my way, I would bring the favourite person along. Wouldn't that be awesome?

For once, I feel like ending everything up. I'm so fucked up right now. It's true that time waits for no one. If only I could quit school and shake leg at home. Maybe, I shall try that so I need not face _____ anymore everyday. Just so you know, some people out there are seriously getting on my nerves, fuckface(s)

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

SMUGGLER FUGGLER

I had PD presentation two days ago. I was nervous yet excited at the same time, one minute I volunteered to be Grp no. 4 to present and the next I go "OMG! I'm so scared, the next turn will be us" to Kimberley. I think I screwed everything up, drats* But anyway I'm glad it's finally O-V-E-R[!] Let's get a pass for this boring woring elective and move on to Frenchhhhhh baybeh. *Insyallah* PD down, so it's PMP and IAD left & I swear to God PMP is giving me sucha major headache. I want to submit IAD as soon as possible because i wouldn't want to loook at it anymore. I think mine is f-ugly ugly like cheeseballzx ugly.

Put all those school shits aside, I spent my two days straight smuggling food inside the cinema with the guyfriend. It was KFC on Tuesday with Batman entertaining us. Batman is pretty draggy and boring, so boring that I feel like falling asleep but but the chicken which I had is god-damn delicious. Nyek, seriously I think Hulk is way (X100) better. Batman is so useless he can only fly downwards. That's the only thing he's good at, LOL! Today was a stupid day, serious. I woke up as early as six for DEP lab to find out that we ain't going to learn/do anything except touching up the light chaser which I have completed in the previous lab lesson.Such a total waste of time. i could have sleeep in those fantastic weather as it was raining cats and dogs when I was in th bus >:( Anyway, I physcoed the guyfriend to come to Nyp instead of Tp and he did. Thanks to me, he got all those "Awww so sweet" comments from the classmate.Breakfast at Mac and off to catch "It's a Boy Girl Thing". Smuggle stuff from Cheers in the cinema and I'm we're so freaking broke right now. The show was kinda funny but I feel like dozing off in the theater and I was feeling a lil awful. For once, I thought I'm having high fever and was about to faint anytime. But, I did survive afterall except that I feel like shitting on the way back home. Hahha, crap.

I agree with what the guyfriend have to say abt majority of the school people. LOL, I'm not gng t leak out anything here because for all I know groups of people will be waiting for me outside the main gate tomorrow, haha. And screw Nuffnang for being sucha liar. They send me an email saying that there's gonna be an advertisment on the 21July till 26July but till now there's not even any shadow of the adv coming out. Ohhh why oh why? Cheeseballzx[!]

Saturday, July 19, 2008

SEVENTEEN MONTH OLD.

When you breathe, I want to be the air for you, steal the sun from the sky for you. I'll be the water when you get thirsty. I'll be there till the stars don't shine. Till the heaven burst and the words don't rhyme. I'll be there forever and a day.


It feels like only yesterday I went on a first date with you. It's already been a year and five months since we were together, sharing the happy moments and also the sad moments. Making it through the toughest period even though it hurts both of us alot. I thank you for that, for still holding on to me/ to the promises made during the suckiest moment. I didn't know love would feel this way till you came into my world 17 months ago. Love is beautiful but it can be a pain sometimes. However, those pain helped me alot. They help me understand you better, made me a mentally stronger person than before. But most importantly, it build this r/s stronger than ever. We learn something new each time we quarrel didn't we? Well, I do.


I have watched you grow up from where you were 17 months younger and I want to continue doing that. Well, i want to grow up/ grow old with you. I can't wait for the future. I can't wait to live under the same roof as you. We will have our wedding where all the guests have to dressup according to dress code given. I will have different kinds of gowns to put on; the malay, the western and yadeeeyadeee. We would travel to Rome then to Paris for the honeymoon. We will then have house of our own. I would make breakfast for you. We would travel to the market together and prepare dishes for lunch/dinner.I would be glad to wash your boxers for you. At night, I would sleep in my bigbig shirt with me hugging spongebob and then you would be jealous and show me your cute plzxgiveintome face.
Dear God, I so want a time machine right at this moment.


My Saturday was well spent seeing the beautiful aunt getting married at iforgetwhichrestaurant. Omygawd the deco is extremly gorgeous and grand. Food is yummmy yummmy delicious that my tummy is growing big big big that I think it will explode any time now. Oh wait, I'm still hungry now, insane much. I can't wait to spend my tomorrow with the guyfriend. Let's just pray his kitchen won't get burn up because i'm cooking tomorrow. You got to believe me[:

Friday, July 18, 2008

Trip from YCK to Tampinese isn't that farrrr anymore. I'm so used to it already i guess. It's nice sitting alone in the bus not that i like being a loner or what but it helps me to reflect/think about certain things. It really do. I wonder what it will be like if there's no more you evolving around my world. I'm sorry for bursting into tears just now while seeing you making all those smiley faces[*they are cute & i melted at the sight of all of them*] I was just wondering what if I do not get to see all that anymore one fine day? I'm sure it will sucks big time.

Had Graphic Design lab test yesterday and I did this;
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I want go Botanic Garden someday, nyeknyek [:


He help me alotttttt, like A- L- O- T(!) ;D & you! i dont stick out my tongue when i took photos okay? Tsk. haha
Meet me BFF. He's my "senior" Haha. I'm sorry to cut your eyes but but i think th photo is nice! Don't cha think so? Hahaha i know you won't mind me posting it up.

Meet Elaine and my cheena language shifu; she teach me nonsense cheena language, haha!
Meeet Tricia[:

& lastly Kim(!)

i'm neither here nor there. I don't even know where I am. I feel good here & also good there but one thing for sure, I'd rather be there because of ____. What if I tell ___ everything I feel abt ____? Would ____ still treat me th same or differently? I dont know, I dont know. Here or there? There or Here? Tell me Tell me. I guess, let nature take it's own course. Pffft.


I seriously can't wait for th Photoshoot next week. It's gonnna be so cool and fun, but then again it's always funn with camera around right?

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

MAKEUP DO WONDERS

OMGawdd loook at Kiera Knightly. Bones popping out is so not nice allright, its's wayyyy scary and it looks like her bone can break anytime. Imagine that, uhhh.

She's still one hot mama and I wish I wish I have at least 0.5% of her prettynessbeautifulness, hahaha. They are looking so so so pretty together [:

Believe it or not, that's Jessica Alba. That's what pregnancy did to her. OMG, i'm so afraid to have babies in the near future I tell you.


OMG look at her muscles. Are they real or what?

One moment I think I'm fat and the next i think i'm skinny. Figure that. I think i'm having split personality, like seriously and I suspect mine is the serious case, haha. Crap. Take a look at some of them and we can draw a conclusion that makeup do wonders, it turns a not-so-goodlooking people into veryvery georgeous ppl. No offence here. I think I should consider wearing them, haha.

Like any other Wednesday, it was a great day. I had fun fun fun but then again every day out with the guyfriend is always f-u-n. Photoshoot-ing day today not much photo captured.
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Only a few more days left. How time flies and till now, I've yet to believe he's mine.

Sunday, July 13, 2008


Gooodbye spastic hair, hello super straight hairr. But but, I'm still not satisfied >:[ because there's not much different. I'm kinda sick of straight hair and i want t do something about it.Maybe, I shall have hair like NickJ. Like when a lizard got in & it lost it's way inside his hair, haha. Oh no, I'm just joking -.-


Camp Rock kept me entertained throughout the night since that someone is busy working hard t earn $$ for future dates, haha ^^v Allright, &so Camp Rock is nice. Nicer than HSM, like obviously.NyekNyek. I was thinking/planning on how t celebrate the two anniversary which is in uhh seven months time [: & The online friend give me this fantastic idea but sadly i dont knw how t do one thing & that is.. playing the guitar -.- Teach me someone* Ohh & I have this idea which.. okay i'm not gonna tell you. *winks* If only i was that talented as Demi Lovato , I bet 190209 would be the most amazing night ever.wakakakka, allright stop it Maya(!)


Common Test(if there's one)is arriving in like two-three more weeks, followed by Semester test.How great. Exam shits are nearing and I am no where near the I am ready to do my revision mood. I plan to start revising over the weekends but i was way too busy. So yeah, i think i shall start tomorrow, by hook or by crook. Nights ya'll[:

Thursday, July 10, 2008

IKEA/DUMB THURSDAY

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I've got so many things to blog about / pictures to be uploaded but Idk where to start. My fingers so itchy right now tt I feel like typing non stop but on the other end, my brain aint working right now. Pffft, okay let's get serious now. I came school for only DEP yesterday. Had soldering class making uhh light chaser. It was fun doing them but somehow the smell irritates me. AYH help me alot these past few days or so*he claim it himself,haha. But it's true luhh. So, Thanks alot. :D Headed Ikea afterwhich with the guyfriend. Idk why of all places Ikea but it's hell alot of F-U-N i tell you. From talking craps to singing random song which he created on his own. *sings;Bedok tak blh balik oi.

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This is only one-third of the whole picture. There's a whole lot more,haha.Obviously, I wont upload all of them here -.-

I love Thursday, well only today. I planned not to come for Graphic design from 8 till 10AM and i physco-ed the girls not to come as well. You see, after break there's like uh 3 hours befor th next class;lecture started. So, we were smart enough not to attend and I woke up at 12PM thinking Programming lecture start at 2PM when it actually start at 1PM. It's not my fault for the wrong timing. Blame Shili or whoever for that. SO yeah, we attended 15 minutes of lecture only because the lecturer release us like uh ... 15 minutes earlier.How nice ey,hahaha(!)

Your beautiful like the colours of the rainbow
Warm heated like the rays of the sun on summer days
All i got to do is look into your eyes to lose myself.

Monday, July 7, 2008

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CANDID[!]
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Picture says it all. I'm sure you can guess how my Monday is. And look at my spastic fringe. I'm so gonna rebond my spastic hair this coming Saturday. If nothing goes wrong that is. *cross finger*

Saturday, July 5, 2008

TIME HEALS WOUND.

Please give me a little more time to make everthing right. I know I was a little harsh with th words i say t you yesterday. But trust me, I've never had any thoughts of leaving you or whatnot. Rome, Paris are waiting for us. I still want t go there with you. We already make a pact to go there together, didnt we? We've yet to do many many things together. Trust me, just a little bit more time and everything will be fine. I'm pretty sure this is a test from God. So long as neither of us give up, we will make it through. I hope all this shits end fast. I love you very much, seriously i do. The momma have been asking me questions about you, about us. And i could sense somehow somewhat she's liking you already. We still have a long wayy to go. Dont give up allright? I love you(!)


Friday, July 4, 2008

WEBCAM CRAZEE

We are so so obsessed with webcam and it sure kills boredom;

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There's a whole lot more but i'm kinda lazy to upload it all up, nyeknyek ;D