Saturday, April 28, 2012

thank you april, you've been good

i could finally breathe again. finally free from a-c-c-o-u-n-t-i-n-g. no no, don't get me wrong i'm not complaining or having any issues with accounting. it's just that i'm finally having weekends break before starting on econs next month but let's worry about that later yeah?

so yesternight was my accounting paper and it was good. as usual, i'm always the last few to leave exams hall (in poly and now uni!) and i was the last to leave yesterday. the only lowlight of yesterday's paper was that there were too many typo mistakes. oh also, i managed to ace a D for mid-term accounting test (hoping for a HD overall). guess hard work really pays off and having a good lecturer plays an important part too. as much as i'm glad it's over (for 1 modules which i hope i will pass and get through, duh) i kinda miss mr john. he's really not like most lecturers whom have taught me thus far. lecturers in poly couldn't get my attention for long or maybe it's just the modules taught but yeah, i don't find myself dragging to school the past weekend. in fact, i kinda enjoy it. enjoy being in class. he makes the lesson interesting, he makes accounting interesting. oh and don't get me started on his funny antics  in class. he's the best lecturer. hands down. i'm hoping the rest of the units' lecturers would be as good, if not better

work wise? work has been treating me pretty well. i don't find myself dragging to work compared to previous months. god, back then going to work feels like hell every single day. i'm glad and thankful that i'm adapting well now. been learning new things and trying to step out of my comfort zone. i guess that is how one develops to be a better person than before right? colleagues (read: the executives team) has been really fun and nice to get along with.

turning 21 in about one week plus or so. endless thoughts running through my head.
let's just say i'm satisfied with what i have now. a good job, current savings in the bank (even though the amount is not satisfying but hey i'm rly trying to save up as much as i can), a very supporting family and boyfriend (whom has been fetching me from school every friday night and driving me for supper.) and now i'm working hard to earn a degree. + let's not forget my goal to have my own home at the age of 24. uh huh a girl can dream darling, they can! as of right now, i'm doing all i can, trying my very best not to screw my life up. slowly but surely, i will get to where i want to be and i'm pretty sure of that. insya'allah

Monday, April 16, 2012

what doesn't kill me makes me stronger

in case you don't already know, i have started battling the first phase of university (read: bridging modules) during the weekends. no doubt, it was taxing. having to absorb all the information that was given by my aussie lecturer. it's draining me both physically and mentally. especially when i have to juggle between studying and working and having z-e-r-o rest day. but i have got to press on and i know i can overcome this. #pleaseprayformaya

anyway on a happy (and disappointing) note, hfz and i caught the vow. i really don't like it or maybe i'm just being biased after discovering that it was not by nicholas sparks. furthermore, it would be a lil tad better if the male lead was gosling instead of tatum. don't get me wrong, i really adore tatum but i'm on team MCGosling. they both just have this amazing chemistry i can't explain. i mean come on just take a look at this.

i'm really having sky high hopes on the lucky one. it better not disappoint me like the vow did.oh what am i saying? i know it will be good because nicholas sparks never disappoints me + zac efron is in it! and speaking of sparks, i'm glad i finished reading one of his novel; the wedding and am drowning myself with a bend in the road. ahhh i can't express how much i love sparks. i shall be shameless (for once) and say this: if you do intend to get me gifts for my upcoming b'day well my dear you could get me his novels.

/edited @ 19April: my colleague asked me this "what would you do if the same happen to you in the vow except your boyfriend is the one that loses his memory?" here's my reply to her question; "well, i kept a blog where i would record our activities together. i would forced him to read all the entries and if by then he still can't remember, i believe that he will fall in love with me. again. uh huh, over-confidence at its best ;) so you see, here's one of the many good reason for the existence of dearockstar-iloveyou.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

b'coz walking round IKEA and playing pretend is too mainstream, we went zara kids and play pretend to dress up our 'future son'.

me: *points to shirt, pants and shoe* if we to bring our son to the zoo, i will dress him up in this. what about you?
hfz: i will dress him up the same as me. matching shades, top, berms and shoes. and we will hold our hands and walk together

i love conversation like this with you. and only you 

Friday, April 6, 2012

i'm a fool for you

this entry came in 6days late but heckkkk. my april fool was epic b'coz i'm the pranker #thatswhatidobest pranking people uh huh ;)

if last year was changing my birthday date to 1April and fool them facebook friends, this year was different. well, the prank didn’t actually took place on april fool day itself but somewhere in mid march. wanna know who is my victim this year?

well, it’s none other than my beloved boyfriend. so here’s how the story goes;

i was in the midst of going through with my university application (yes, i finally made up my mind and am quite certain about my future path but we will get to that in another blog post yeah?) and was on msn convo with hfz so here’s how the convo went (from what i remembered);

me: i am going back to school.
hfz: really? which school?
me: murdoch, perth australia
ffz: you’re going to australia? while i’m serving the nation?
*insert all those whys and insecurities that LDR won’t last while i assure him that i will contact him every night yadeeyadee*
me: yup my parents told me not to drag any longer
hfz ahhhh ok. i thought at least if you go after i finish serving nation service, i could follow you and stay there. you study, while i work
*i was imagining the thought of it and BOY THAT WOULD BE SO FREAKING AWESOME!*
hfz: do you want me to engage you first before you go?
*hahahahhahahah everybody whom i told this to give me the “awww that boy sure loves you and wants you in his future*

being the ass i am, i decided to not give the game away so fast and type some emo quotes on twitter and stuff hahahahahaha. i'm enjoying it but at the same time i felt so guilty too okay :/

so the next day was a friday and we were in the car on the way to woodland for some dinz. hfz looked so down and sad and depress when he fetched me. *ooooops*

hfz: so you handed in your application yet? where are you going to stay? who is going to wash your clothes and cook for you?
me: um well, everything is going to be taken care of for me bcoz im staying in singapore
hfz: really? *scold me vulgarities* you get out of the car now!
me: *laughing my ass out*

and he was all like “you know i can’t sleep at night. i can’t concentrate while watching the telly and playing games. i imagined reading your blog-posts about some new guy instead of me. i told my family members already how are you going to answer to them?” on saturday, we had an impromptu meetup with his mom and sisters at town but thank god his mom just laugh it off hehehehe

fyi, i didn’t really prank the whole thing beforehand or anything but since hfz kinda believe me (well he claimed that initially he didn’t and he thought it was an april fool jokes but the timing seems wrong since it’s only mid march) so i might as well make it an april fool’s present from me to him *evil laughter* wanted to break the truth news to him on april fool day itself but ahhh i was feeling mad guilty and it breaks my heart to see the boy feeling emo-nemo over something untrue so i didn't. hfz told me that after this incident, he felt our relationship going much stronger maybe because he felt the importance of not having me in his life thus treasuring me more. ;) therefore, i can conclude that was one good prank!

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

instag update

2012 planner

(not nice) turkey @ pizza hut

NYE's outfit

drive for dinz

Al-ammen's 'roti-nun' is ze bomb!


grocery shopping with my boo

my favourite place to get cards. hfz introduced this place to me. he used to get me cards and pretty boxes there

gymnasium @ WDA

lazy date

@ singapore flower festival for WDA welfare activities

birthday date

hfz's favourite cheesecake

hfz looking good with his new haircut

anniversary's OOTD

delifrance's lunch with momma bear and the sister. we used to be such big fan of delifrance's croissant. but delifrance ceased to exist (in most places)

view from WDA's pantry

the cake i baked during the baking workshop for WDA welfare activity

A&F hunk and hfz's siblings.apart from the hunks parading around their body, A&F is just not my kind of place. meh to the darkness and overpowering smell. i'd choose hennes&mauritz any time (bcoz of the price and fashion sense and environment, duh). oh unless it's ryan gosling at the entrance welcoming the customers, that would be a different story!

my dream bag

hfz and i got approached by a dood to act as a couple in an upcoming episode of crime watch. and the pay is WOW!

Sunday, April 1, 2012

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close,
not even a little bit,
not even at all. 

-10 things i hate about you